dont wanna mention all the assignments, but i can just say i couldnt even have time to play much of the totally awesome new games that just came out...
Left 4 Dead 2, Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 & Assassin's creed 2
yeap all the 2s.
anyway, so far...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to (in order from 30 oct till today):
the more i think about it the more i don't wanna go, which means the possibility of causing a flaw in my journey to pursue my dreams...
did i say it right?
i don't know..
i just... can't think now
sorry..
dammit
heh.. story of my life.
anyway today has been an exhausting day, rap, jia bao and i tried our mini experimental films we have been telling our class about. we did quite a number of little videos and i'll just say that i'm exhausted now so lemme give you an example..
this is our 1st video we just completed recently, pretty simple and just for testing with the use of 'Adobe After Effects CS 4'.
like it? hate it?
haha whatever, we're just testing out stuff.
furthermore it's our 1st mini action vid :p
sigh*
wish i could stop thinking about what just happened.
alright before i write this post ive got an important announcement from mei mei, she told me to write this:
"my mei is awesome, she is better than me & she does not do CPR just b'cos of guys"
alright secondly, on msn while chatting i drew this random m4a1 using mouse :p
ok, yesterday was the director's list event and i recieved the certificate from the director of nyp sidm.
school has been great since it re-opened on tuesday.
yesterday during and after the director's list celebration thingy i felt strange. i didnt feel happy at all i dont know why..
gpa 3.57 isnt that supposed to be awesome enough?
no i felt i could do better, i felt i could earn more than 3.57 gpa. i felt i didnt deserve the certificate at all, to be a movie director i must always be the best at everything i do, be better than the rest, be the most creative...
thats why im afraid that wanting and expecting more of myself would lead to greed and arrogance...
but then when i think about it, its either i slow my progress down by being distracted by obstacles or.. i fight my way sacraficing everything including friendship to earn my greatest goal in life.
ever since godma shirley passed away 2 weeks ago, things have been goin on awesome!
like as if shes watching over me, over all of us.
at the wakes and funeral, all my childhood friends came together
we reunited, all of us :D
joshua, steven, isabella, angeline, amanda, shunhao, victor, rebecca, geraldine, eugene and many more
all of us used to live in bishan park condiminium and spent most of our lives interacting with each other, goin over to each others' houses, playing lots of stuff blah blah..
that was until my father left, one by one everyone starting shifting out, starting with me. we all lost contact with each other.
maybe godma shirley's passing wasnt so bad, maybe its fate? it was meant to happen this way for everyone to finally get together?
i dont know, but whatever it is i know shes up there happy and watching over all of us.
next:
my academic results for this semester was awesome
GPA: 3.57
:D
of course some people who read this wont understand whats gpa, well all i can say is i did superb and im happy with myself!
then last friday, i was selected to be in the directors list!
:D
even better, this week ive got 3 new part time designing jobs
im designing brochure and poster for a tuition centre in orchard,
pasir ris basketball team,
and a banner for an upcoming event in pasir ris community club
in which the deputy prime minister of singapore is in charge of!
:D
a long time ago, i think last year way before o levels i promised myself along the route to my dream in becoming a movie director, i would earn lots of reputation in order to achieve my goal.
thursday was dve bbq at my place, too bad some couldn't make it..
in the morning rap, ruth, weijie, shalini, lusheng and i met at plaza sing to get the bbq stuff and food.
wah seh it cost us $130 total
anyway the bbq was awesome :D
had cheese sausage, potatoes, corn, chicken, seafood and.. bananas?
spent some time setting up the fire and all.
after the bbq at around 10pm we went back up to my house and the remainder of us (9 people o.o) stayed overnight till the next morning when the mrt trains were operational. (my mum wasnt home so i had the house to myself)
so we played random games at my place, watched movies, ate instant noodles, played some personality game thingy, talked crap and yeah we had lots of fun.
we stayed up all night and didnt sleep at all.
finally at about 6am we decided to end the party and everyone headed home while i dropped onto my sofa and knocked myself out after the long 1 and a half days.
i woke up at 12pm yesterday and still there was nobody home except for my puppy.
felt as though i had a jet lag, whole body damn tired.
so i didnt go for taekwondo training.. again..
damn, grading is tomorrow and i havnt attended the mock grading assessment.
today i cant stop being so FREAKIN HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPY
dum dum dum dum dum
DA DAAAAAAAAAAAAM doo DUM
recieved our academic results for 1st sem of our dve course thingo
1 distinction
2 As
1 B+
2 Bs
1 C+ (which is comm skills which to be honest i couldnt spend much time on it because of other assignments yeah yeah YEAH..)
anyway yea im bloody happy as it was worth working my ass off on my assignments and projects this year
im feeling FANTA - FUCKING - TASTIC
BOOM
and as a pre-bonus yesterday was intense day
played tennis and then went to the gym and then went for taekwondo lesson and then did parkour after that at night in little india where i totally injured myself somemore after injuring myself back in taekwondo lesson when we did some judo thingy if im not wrong anyway it doesnt compare to how friggin happy im feeling right now after viewing my results and checking out the new shopping mall called "city square" just beside my house and which also had just been finished being built last week blaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHH full stop dot .
oh look just as i finish writing whateva crap i just wrote on this post ive just finished installing wanted:weapons of fate game.
well of course im not gonna play it until after i celebrate this day with some friends at city hall...
Frame 01. Lu Sheng takes a book out of a shelf in the library
Frame 02. Lu Sheng opens the book and finds a floppy disk inside
Frame 03. He goes to the com lab to resume his studies after borrowing the mysterious book with the disk inside
Frame 04. Out of curiousity he inserts the floppy disk into the computer
Frame 05. after inserting, a strange girl appears on the com screen
Frame 06. because he is such a dumbass, he is so engrossed staring at the picture while he doesnt notice an eerie ghost behind him
Frame 07. crazy ghost hands burst out of the screen, reaching out to drag Lu Sheng to hell
Frame 08. all i can say here is: OWNED
Frame 09. spooky empty room after the devastation from a surveillance camera point of view
Frame 10. the ghost a.k.a Atika a.k.a the girl who likes to do those crazy poses in photos in the previous post before this grabs hold of the depressed lu sheng for eternity
Status:
My life is in danger as I strive to complete
my most dangerous mission yet in a sweltering desert colony
where a new breed of evil zombies has been unleashed..
seriously, i'm just joking
NAME:BryanIsaac Emmanuel Ngui
Age:16
Date of birth: 19 nov 1992
Contact: 91172371
School: NYP Diploma in Digital Visual Effects
Loves
Parkour
Graffiti
Script writing
Art
Piano
Salmon
Any genre of songs
Salsa
Extremely spicy chilli
Cheese
Horror/ action/ war movies
Zombies
Sleep
Hates
nothing...
ok maybe just a few assholes
oh and i'm claustrophibic
(hate being in tight enclosed spaces)
Dreams
Minor Achievements: Get a Shetland Sheepdog
Join sniper team in NS Xbox 360
World domination :D (just kidding)
The ultimate dreams i will fight for:
Step 1. O-level results AWESOME
Step 2. DVE course in nyp
Step 3. Pass Grade 8 in piano
Step 4.
Diploma in DVE
Step 5.
Degree in animation
Step 6.
Animator/ Visual Effects artist
Step 7.
Animation/ Movie director
Step 8.
To finally create my dream movie
